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As I get older, i'm even more convinced that i don't really have a thing called "free will". It's an illusion like "safety and security", even though safety and security aren't always illusions. Sometimes, like with security, it's like your using a machete instead of scissors to address a problem, safety is real but most people wildly exaggerate its use.

My goal is just to continue experimenting with art, and maybe either something more profitable or popular will come out of it, but it honestly doesn't matter if that doesn't happen, and i have absolutely no idea of knowing what will happen. It's all just an open book. The popularity and wealth aren't really the goal, but that's how it may become a little less alienated and lively. Or, the exact opposite happens, and it becomes some awful burden. I'd rather just sit in my chair rather than have that happen.

We have no free will as children, we seem to get more as we age, or do we? Is it all just a determinate act of the universe? Is "taking action" really the binary opposite to amor fati?

More and more questions, all of it equally silly, especially the ones who come and say its all garbage!