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i get what you mean.
i've been called weird a lot throughout my life.
in many occasions it's not something said to me, but the implicit understanding between people who are talking to me or dealing with me, you can see it when they both react to something i say or do which seems completely normal to me, then they meet eyes and smile and i ask "what?".
it's mostly harmless, a lot of times i'm oblivious to it. sometimes i find it funny as well, sometimes it kind of hurts.
i don't get it, sometimes i brush it off as people being ridiculous, being to accustomed to a certain type of people, then know they meet a different kind of person which they are not yet familiar with, but which is not uncommon in itself.
but sometimes it's like "god damn it, why can't i just be like everyone else?"